I put my smile and let them see what they want to see. So many faces, so many pretended , so many silence and I'm forgot who I am. Here ... the place where my emotion talks, this not good, this not a poetry , this is just the truth. My voice within behind all the mask i wore

Done

I am sorry for not feeling sorry
Time past and my feeling last
Did you forget the words you've said about how you need her ?
Or many night i spend waiting for you to start thingking for my needs ?
Did you ever think how much it hurt when you deny me ?
I stand for you
I think what is best for you
I strive for you
I Gave
but
Where are you when i need you ?
Where are you when i bleed , when i broke, when i have nothing than my faith to keep standing.
You love me ? you want to caress my face and stroke my hair like the old time ?
Where's those hands when i cried, where are they when i need hand to reach out ?
You want to holding me ?
That is too late, i learn to hug my self and hold my own tears
It's not about this 12 years waiting
It's about what you did or you didnt for me
and now...
I lost my feeling for you
but i wont do the same like you do
i let you free
life your live like i never be part of that
when i asked you to consider me in your life, you stand by her side
now I am Done
Loves i used to love the most just a part of my mistakes so are you