I put my smile and let them see what they want to see. So many faces, so many pretended , so many silence and I'm forgot who I am. Here ... the place where my emotion talks, this not good, this not a poetry , this is just the truth. My voice within behind all the mask i wore

20-09-2014

I guess I am not the person who likes to complain
but it seems I am tired with the whole things
work, work and work without being able to feel happiness while doing it
all that I know that I should
if I do not work then it is not only me who collapsed
funny because not only affected my family when I was not productive but those who are around me also fell down
Sometimes I think, why they are not trying to find their own way

The relationship that I live also does not give me hope for something good
I think I started to run out my energy for living
I started to feel like i want to run
alone and away from it all
but deep inside i know, i cant
i love them too much to start think about my self
i'm drowning
why cant they see me ?
is it that hard to feel me ?
Guess i have to work harder to make this smoke clear
The rain comfort me