I put my smile and let them see what they want to see. So many faces, so many pretended , so many silence and I'm forgot who I am. Here ... the place where my emotion talks, this not good, this not a poetry , this is just the truth. My voice within behind all the mask i wore

Schatz or Scratch ?


When you are in love so deep with someone, you don't know... you really don't know when to stop the pain they put inside. All you know just ... Him

Aku ingat koq awal dari semua ini, semua komitmen awal kita. Sayangnya aku masih manusia yang seiring waktu perasaannya bisa terus bertambah dan lupa siapa aku buat kamu.
Salah kalau aku berharap lebih ? salah kalau aku punya mimpi ? dan mimpi aku adalah bisa sama-sama kamu selamanya.
Malam ini aku tau, aku ga boleh. I have to stop wishing upon star
Ketakutan kamu sudah menjelaskan segalanya
Aku ga bisa berhenti sayang sama kamu, tapi mungkin aku bisa belajar untuk berhenti mengharapkan kamu.


I used to believe in love
I used to believe in Faith
I used to believe that i could find my way
I used to believe in miracle
I used to believe in God above
Now i see my faith has been betrayed

As i get closer to the truth
I Can finally see my destiny
and if I find the way to make it all seems right
You would still be gone, and i'll be here alone

I don't believe you anymore
All these tears can't wash away the pain i keep inside
I don't believe it anymore
I can pray but it wont change the way i feel right now

You're not a part of me
all I've heard can be believed
A Falling star alone against an endless night


I still love fantasy
I still want everything
The way it was when you are here